There is so much to write and no way to put it all together. Lately, I’ve been getting into stupid arguments with him all the time and I’m not sure if I’m just a stubborn bitch or it’s because he’s going back to the way he used to be. I know I’m really hard to handle most of the time, but he just has gotten so fed up with me not doing anything he wants. Ugh, I have no idea what to do. Most of the time when we text too, I don’t get as excited as I used to and I don’t know why. :( I love him and all but I’m so confused. I hate making people unhappy but how is this going to work if getting along is becoming this difficult.

Talking about how out of shape I am isn’t exactly the conversation I enjoy having with my boyfriend. Ughhhhh